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The Feeling You LeftI feel like Ive been put in a box of razorblades And every so often you feel the need to give it a shake You don't respect me or just don't care at all Im bleeding alone in here and you're out having a ball You laugh and play while I fall apart You never think twice as you break my heart Everyday you're always smiling and happy But Im so hurt I feel like you've slapped me I can't seem to get over the fact that Ive been abandoned Im beginning to think Im alone in this dusty, haunted mansion I just wanted you back like before and things to be good &nThe Feeling You Left


PedestalI have spent my life in darkness and anger Waiting for you to wake up and see me here Youve been oblivious to the danger Lost in your apathy for all these years All I ever wanted was to make you proud of me To give you a reason to not put me down But try as I might the task is always incomplete And nothing seems to grow in this dry ground Ive always foolishly hoped it would be good again The way that it was when I was younger I guess good never comes when everything's a sin And there's never any love to stop the hunger No amount of achievement, large or smallPedestal


ShadowedI just need you to love me Just pretend for tonight I really wanted you to hold me Tell me everything's alright But Im just pretending now In my darkest hour I am alone Theres no one to show me the way out And it seems everyone has gone I feel this darkness creeping over me This sick dementia I can't cure Sometimes I can't fight the self pity Im slipping away because Im so unsure My wrecked confidence has taken another blow This absolute ignorance that I exist at all Ive been shut out of everything I know Left to suffocate wShadowed


If Blood Is Thicker Than WaterThis time I can't hide the rage inside Can't deny how many times you've lied You're supposed to care but you don't Thought you might love me but you won't I grew a personality and now you hate me Found a brainless replacement to be a fake me I tried so hard to be everything you wanted But the life you want for me leaves me haunted I can't breathe without being a disappointment I feel broken, shattered, disjointed But most of all I hate myself because I let you down So much so that you don't even love me now You don't think about my feelings anymore It's so very hardIf Blood Is Thicker Than Water
by *nell-fallcard
by *nell-fallcard
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You can always buy my Prints!
Since you faved one or some of my yaoi work, I was wondering if you would mind giving it look for me?
If you don't it's ok.
But I really do thank you for liking my work so much.
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"I started out with nothing, and I still have most of it."
Here is the link.
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You have to click the download button to read the whole story. I just had a snap shot of part of it up for display.
Thanks again.
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"I started out with nothing, and I still have most of it."
Was the 'trip' for work or for fun?
Did you miss the wallpaper named 'Tagged' too?
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"I started out with nothing, and I still have most of it."
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